 Monday, March 31, 2008
 INTI college at 1:16 AMwent to INTI college for programme enquiry today.  silver colour! nice right? high class sial.. =p  this is the course I wanna take..AMERICA DEGREE PROGRAMME. tak payah apa foundation tak payah apa diploma...terus study degree 4 tahun ! haha =D .. but it cost 70 - 80 k !! awww so expensive ! ish =( OMG I got driving lesson 2mr!! I hate that instructor man!! sighs
** I would shower you with love,and drown within your soul..Because I live and breathe for you (: -the end- xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, March 30, 2008
key to my heart at 12:32 AM for sale! anyone? I don't show my feelings doesnt mean I don't have any. I'm so tired of pretending...pretend like everything is okay. I cried my lungs out..and i felt much better now. you'll never know why i cry these tears. Never say you are going to if you don't plan to start. never talk about feelings if they aren't really there. I wish I was strong like how i used to be.. Someone told me : " no man is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry." Sandy said: " follow your heart." so, missing you is not the hardest part. but how come the best decision in life are the hardest ones to make?? -the end- ** just leave if you hate to read
xoxo, you know you love me Friday, March 28, 2008
trust me,i will be at 2:17 AM There's nothing I could say to you , Nothing I could ever do to make you see what you mean to me. Still, you never said goodbye and now I know how far you'd go. I know I let you down, but it's not like that now..this time I would never let you go. I will be all that you want All my life, I'll be with you to get you through the day and make everything okay I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave You're all I've got, you're all I want. ** 如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心 你会发现 你会讶异 你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密 如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心 你会鼻酸 你会流泪 只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意 xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, March 27, 2008
TAR College at 8:56 PMI went to TAR college with Wendee and her mom today...anyway I would like to say thanks for fetching me all the way there. Ishh so far and hot weather like this! We took more than one hour to reach there -_-  Kolej Tunku Abdul Rahman
Hmm to say the truth, I don't really like the environment there actually..don't know how to explain...there seems like quite 'complicated'. *for me lahh* after that her mom brought us to eat...
and I saw this cutie while eating ! I wanted to hug wey but I dare not.haha! Sandy..like it or not?? =p after our lunch I went to pyramid with Sam again...since she's looking for a sling bag.
  rich girl. lol   I love this bag man!! but rm129.wth! free to buy me one?haha Sam bought a watch..so bling sial. rm 49.90
what a cute pic. lol Weeeee my sayang SANDY dated me for lunch tomorrow! I miss her..she's the reason why i smile =D - the end - **** 爱是不是不开口才珍贵? xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, March 26, 2008
nothing is impossible at 5:43 PM this fellow came my house today...kononnya 'study BM' ...but ended up with silly pose 1 silly pose 2 acting cute *but not cute* lol lan yeng? =p  ** Bi Syen,you better study hard..don't play play with your exam! Don't be too upset..things always seems impossible until its done. Gambateh my friend =) xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, March 25, 2008
at 11:01 PMWent pyramid with wan chin today...for our dinner.
 old town white coffee our dinner. penang curry mee and asam laksa.. don't really taste good btw. After eating..we went popular and i found a very interesting book.  I love this book man!! but rm31.50..not worthy right? lol  Opps! whats the different? HAHA =p Im still here blogging while this town is busy sleeping and all the noises died away .. Must I face tomorrow all alone,with so much sorrow? But every wound needs time to heal. If we release through forgiveness the one who has hurt us, we are released too and can move on to greater and better things. so why not?
My value comes from who I am, not from who I with =) . If we are beautiful in his sight..he loves us unconditionally. That also means we do not have to perform to gain his love. hope he can pass his english paper..good luck! ** xoxo, you know you love me go or stay? at 3:26 AM my day + my mood wasnt good today. At night,instead of watching tv alone..I ended up talking on the phone with a friend for two hours. I understand there is nothing in this world that is more wonderful than love. =) Well I sent him a msg...but only recieved small response..I felt shut out. but its ok i expected it. It had always seemed as though getting back together would be an option in the future, so I never had really said goodbye to him.. But i think its time to say goodbye..and so I decided to send him a heartfelt goodbye msg. I think it is not only a great goodbye msg,I think it speaks beautifully to the feeling I had for him. The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in. I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry..and I think i still can stay strong after all. . although it will take time to move on... Tears are words the heart cant express.  I believe I can! there will come a time when you believed everything is finished. That will be the beginning. - Loius L'amour xoxo, you know you love me Monday, March 24, 2008
a little too late at 1:03 AMHe text-ed me...well kinda surprise to recieved his msg...I really appreciate the time being with him, eventhough its short...because we can only contact each other through sms. He had his own life now...Im happy to see that. He said he will finish the food i cook. * I willing to cook* He said I will stay deep inside his heart. * I don't care whether its true or not..I do believe.* He said I'm the first girl he truly gave all his heart to me. He said maybe we really tak-ada-jodoh. * I don't know* He said he will never forget me. I really glad to know that..more than enough! You're so good to me last time..Im the one who disappointed you first. I don't know what to say other than sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you. I still miss you. I understand beautiful things don't come cheap. Is it better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all? what do you think? There's nothing else I could do, there's nothing else I could say too. but i will smile with you when you're happy...and kiss away your tears when you're sad. Don't think you will see this. but i meant what i say. *maybe i should look forward like what wendee said. xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, March 23, 2008
new blogger at 7:36 PMwell since i never online for few months...im back here to blog again. Yes i never say my english is good..but it doesn't mean i cant blog right? Blog is a place to express our feeling...also to share our sadness and happiness together as well. Its time to take my dinner now... sunday = family day. lol. will blog something new soon. bye peeps xoxo, you know you love me |
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a bag from Extreme.she loves it!
