Xanmei ♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008
getting NOTHING in return at 11:16 PMI FUCKING FAILED MY SUBJECT!! damn fucked up!! now I felt the future is too scary to look forward to. somehow I'm lost in the world with no direction. seems like I'm in the darkness never seeing the light. I'm tired of showing only the emotions you want to see and pretending to be something I’m not for your benefit. I don't like of covering up how I really feel, it's like putting on one mask after another. Im so tired of trying to succeed when all I do is FAIL. Tired of you being appreciated, without even doing anything. I hate the feeling of being underappreciated for doing everything. p/s : I'm a so called very -the end- xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, July 29, 2008
❤ DANIEL at 11:56 PMSaturday ( 26-7-08) so it was traffic jam street party featuring Daughtry and some local singer including my Daniel Lee (: the party start at 7pm but we need to reach there by 6pm. (if I'm not mistaken) my working pass ^^ this was my very first time working for an event like this. My job is to send those VIPs to the VIP area. waliao small kids also got VIP ticket man..jangan bergurau gurau weyy It's still early so we cam whore first lol I don't really like the SE uniform thou -___- sandy & vivi I can see them so clearly at the VIP area. so the benefit of this job is we can walk in and out at the VIP area whenever we want and we get to eat free ice cream, pizza etc... although I don't really like his songs, but it was quite fun to stand there and enjoy his performance. and and and THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS OMG I SAW MY MALAYSIAN IDOL DANIEL LEE at the VIP area!! he was one of the performers too! its been ages I never see him in real life. He's still cute as usual. ( I don't understand why others judge him so unfavourably) and I get the golden opportunity to take pic with him. p/s : miss u so much my dear! -the end- xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, July 24, 2008
if my room walls could talk at 10:07 PM I used to keep my hair long since don't-know-when. . . . . . . but don't know whats wrong with myself, I had my hair unforgivably shortened. . . . . . . . . but 11 months later, I finally straightened my hair agn. hee! thank mom! *happy* -the end-
xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, July 23, 2008
I think back in time at 10:25 PMThis was the day throughout my lives that hold special memories. It doesn't matter what happened during that day, there was just no bringing you down. It was a good day (: I woke up early in the morning that day and waited for him to fetch me. He took so long to get himself prepared. I've no idea what a guy can do in a bathroom for so long -___- After he picked me and his friend then we headed to ktm. sorry I was too tired to snap any pic that morning. We never went to theme park due to the tiredness, so bf's friends went. We wanted to check in first but the check in time is between 3pm - 6pm which is really wtf wei..so we walk around and decided to catch a movie. This 2 and half hour movie was bored, for me. Well, after that, once we checked in, we KO-ed! meaning we sleep like a pig aha! we had our few-hours-beauty-sleep and around 10pm we went down for our xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, July 20, 2008
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME at 6:16 PMsince I've abandoned my blog for almost a week, so I decided to post something up. My final exam finally over now which mean I'm having my 3-weeks-sem-break. I felt so relieved now because no more struggling to complete my assignments and presentations. Arghh those stressful moments! But one thing is I think I did quite badly in my final. especially Accounts! I'm gonna fail this subject * GOD BLESS ME PLS ! * I've learnt my mistakes, must well-prepared before exam. Well, why worry about tomorrow on things that bruise my heart right? uhh take it easy ~ I wanna say thanks to a person that really helped me a lot during my exam - - - my beloved gf MissVivi. I owe you a huge thank you. Still remember that day we stayed up till midnight while everyone is busy sleeping already, and we shared our dirty little secret. aha! btw never stop being the real and wonderful you. I really do appreciate your kindness. (: and to the bf, you've given me more than money can buy and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around, everything seems right. And for you, until the end, I will keep on fighting. I know I can always count on you when I'm happy or sad. so thanks baby. well, in case you don't know, I'm going to Genting tomorrow with the bf and his friends. 2 days 1 night. will update bout that kays? p/s : tuning into : Hate That I Love You - Rihanna ft Ne-Yo -the end- xoxo, you know you love me Monday, July 14, 2008
be all you want to be at 12:08 AMhappy birthday to u happy birthday to u happy birthday to . .. ... .... ..... my baobei SANDY
happy birthday to u!! big girl already. Don't behave like a small children anymore alright? aha! Sorry I can't celebrate together with u this year and I feel real sad, but nvm, we still got long way to go right. 'bou fan sou' ok? may all ur wishes come true BB! & we'll hang out very soon =) I still love u as usual! (: I'll always be here just for u. I wish you a wonderful life filled with love and happiness! lovesss ❤ p/s: omg STRESS 99 !! *wish me luck man* -the end- xoxo, you know you love me Friday, July 11, 2008
kill me at 11:11 PMI couldn't sleep well these few days. once I close my eyes, my whole brain = account econs account econs! I'M GOING TO BE CRAZY!!! I'm going to fail my subjects! how?? T.T p/s: Arghh I hate myself! very much!! xoxo, you know you love me Monday, July 7, 2008
STUDY at 10:09 PMI HATE MICROECONOMICS can't wait for going out with you guys again. SHOPPING! mega sales people!! -the end- xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, July 6, 2008
SPEECHLESS at 12:34 AMpictures of da day : had our ah Dee busy with her phone Vivi (: sexayy babe! Sometimes I really hate being a girl. Normally every girl has her period once in a month, but I had TWICE in a month! I need blood donation d sighs! :( all people value appreciation, but somehow, sometimes I don't feel I'm being appreciated. life is tough. 送走了今天 又是明天 一天又一天 . p/s: sorry for making you worry my dear. -the end- xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, July 2, 2008
THE MORE U GIVE, THE MORE U GET BACK at 10:36 PMmiss you I got my final time table today..aihs. My first day of final held on Monday 14-7-08 which is my baobei Sandy's bday! I celebrate with her every year but this year I can't get to celebrate with her already. I think. But the happy news that makes me excited is, after final I've got 3 weeks holidays! I can't wait for it can? I got so many things to buy and I must 1st, I want my hair grow faster. I want long straight hair. I miss my long hair. I want straighten my hair GRR! 2ND, I want a PINK GUESS bag / purse!! I've been wanting it for years!! I don't care which design as long as its PINK. when can I get it? WHEN?? xoxo, you know you love me |
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