my day + my mood wasnt good today. At night,instead of watching tv alone..I ended up talking on the phone with a friend for two hours.

I understand there is nothing in this world that is more wonderful than love. =)

Well I sent him a msg...but only recieved small response..I felt shut out. but its ok i expected it. It had always seemed as though getting back together would be an option in the future, so I never had really said goodbye to him..

But i think its time to say goodbye..and so I decided to send him a heartfelt goodbye msg. I think it is not only a great goodbye msg,I think it speaks beautifully to the feeling I had for him.

The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in. I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry..and I think i still can stay strong after all. . although it will take time to move on...

Tears are words the heart cant express.

xoxo,
you know you love me