![]() Saturday, April 5, 2008
so tired of being me at 3:40 PM![]() Just argued with mom...I feel like killing someone right now! you ask me to understand you....but did you ever care about my feelings?? A 18 years old girl who never stay outside before to go Perak ALONE ?? and yet you told me I can meet new friends there?! A girl is depressed and her mom seems to care not at all! Why must she act like she doesn't want me around? Pain stuffed inside of me.. I just want to walk out the door and never come back. You should know it's really hard for me to do it!! so why must you keep forcing me to do something I really hate? I WILL NEVER GO !! NEVER even my girlfriend ask me to go. They don't understand, it's a long road if you face the world alone and no one reaches out a hand for you to hold. No one else I can talk to..... no one support me. I'm always alone. should I cry? or not? my dear, this is the first time we allowed our true feelings to come out about each other, I never wanted it to be end..where we would go our separate ways. I don't know how to describe my feelings..I feel nothing..not a punch or not a word. All I know is I don't want to go away. but, how much I mean to you? Awww I just DAMN hate my f***king life! ** don't break my heart unless you can put it back together. -the end- xoxo, you know you love me |
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