Xanmei ♥


Wednesday, July 30, 2008
getting NOTHING in return at 11:16 PM

my daily routine



I FUCKING FAILED MY SUBJECT!! damn fucked up!! now I felt the future is too scary to look forward to. somehow I'm lost in the world with no direction. seems like I'm in the darkness never seeing the light. I'm tired of showing only the emotions you want to see and pretending to be something I’m not for your benefit. I don't like of covering up how I really feel, it's like putting on one mask after another.

Im so tired of trying to succeed when all I do is FAIL.

Tired of you being appreciated, without even doing anything. I hate the feeling of being underappreciated for doing everything.


p/s : I'm a so called very malang unlucky person. leave me as far as you can.




-the end-
xoxo,
you know you love me




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