♥ Strumming Some Heartstrings

Xanmei ♥

I'm too big to cry at 2:05 PM

first off, am using my college library to online and blogging now. There are a lot of people around me now and I'm still decided to blog.

AND for this post, I blog for myself, not for you all. I know people don't like to read emo post, I know. but I just couldn't find a better way to make myself feel better.

I was in a very strange mood, and I had not been getting much sleep these few days, mostly due to insomnia. Do you ever feel sad WITHOUT any reason? yes I do. I somehow feel very stress, but I wonder what makes me feel this way?? WHAT? I try to fill my life with busyness, I really do. and yet I think I failed?

IGNORE THIS POST IF YOU WANT TO!

p/s: Xanmei is trying to find the strength to know herself again.

signing off~

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

my b'day celebration at 11:28 PM

sorry for my LATE update. but it's okay lah coz not many people reading my blog. Well, last Sunday was my b'day celebration at Cititel Hotel Midvalley.

before that, Dee came to my house and chill for 2 hours, we did a little make up & bergossip gossip ;p

and for sure, SS session is a must.

she kisses me (:

so I kiss her back LOL *lame*

finally, picture perfect

see who's SS ing? haa!

5 pm ++ , we both fetch everyone then we headed to Midvalley. reach there around 7pm. er I've no idea why we take so long to reach.

MIND YOU, there are a lot of SS pics bellow, you can choose not to see or read if you find it boring, I don't mind (:

Stanton, Bi Syen, Xm, Dee & Vivi

Jen Jen & I (:

the gurls ~

WenDee : you kiss her and why didn't you tell me??? * big reaction*

ViVi : ok ok we take 1 more time

so are you satisfied Dee? haa!

she just wants to shows how long can a toilet paper be ;p

spaghetti , as you know -.-

some kind of meatball and everyone says it tastes nice

Taadaa! my ss time. a naughty girl who spoilt the pic, lol.

somehow I love this pic the most.

poor Jen Jen is feeling cold ~

Dear, I did wore the watch you got me ok! =)

I love you guys!

finally a pic with my beloved SOULMATE. she doesn't feeling well that day.

ViVi & Sha Ting

half of my face -.-

the handmade b'day cake by Stanton's mom

group picture

HJ gor & Dee

who say guys don't SS?

Sandy's chubby face *cute!* =D

heart her <3>

cupcakes from Sha Ting & Lily

THX ALOT for the Guess purse , watch, winnie the pooh 'gong jai', handmade cake & those cute cupcakes (:

&

thx baby for ur winnie watch and ur candle light dinner, I knew you spent alot for my bday. heart you <3 loves!

p/s: they know I love Winnie the Pooh, hee!

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

chocolate indulgence at 10:16 PM

have no time to update yet coz I've some hw to do, & I haven't get all the pictures.

lalala ~

p/s : eating my Secret Recipe cake now (:

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

happy day at 3:40 PM

will update!

p/s: getting ready to Cititel Hotel for my b'day dinner (:

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

random at 10:38 PM

Tagged by MissVivi

1.) What is the relationship of you and her/him?

my bff

2.) Your 5 impressions towards her/him?

cute
like to talk nonsense (sometimes) HAA!
like to say she is prettier than me =D
dimple girl
friendly

3.) The most memorable things she/he had done for you.

teach me accounts & I'm really appreciate it (:

4.) The most memorable things she/he have said to you.

non? HEE ;p

5.) If she/he become your lover, you will..

sayang her banyak banyak

6.) If she/he become your enemy, you will..

impossible?

7.) If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

her communication skill? HAHA

8.) If she/he become your enemy, the reason is...

if she betray me. ( coz I hate betrayer)

9.) The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?

*wonder how she looks like if she cuts her hair short..* (ok a bit out of topic)

10.) The overall impression of her/him is..

nice girl

11.) How do you think the people around you feel about you?

shy

12.) The character of you for yourself is?

shy LOL

13.) What do you hate about yourself?

weak in Maths & Account! *hate it*

14.) The most ideal person you want to be is?

smarter than my baby

15.) For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them

thx a lot to those who always accompany me <3

~~Five people to tag:~~

*cancel this session* hah!

1 and half hour more to my BDAY

*happy*

=D

lovesss !

xoxo,
you know you love me

random at 10:38 PM

1 and half hour more to my BIG DAY

*happy*

=D

xoxo,
you know you love me

TURN DOWN INTO UP at 9:28 PM

I had try my best, seriously (:

have been very 'emo' yesterday, I know, I know.

but

for every minute you are being sad, you are losing sixty second of happiness.

very true isn't it? & this is the way I comfort myself and try to make myself happy. I will make it through each mood swing, and I HOPE I'll be okay after all coz I believe every experience teaches me a lesson. So, yeah.. (:

I'm ~~force~~ asked to drink this NOW!

p/s : you don't know what you have until it's gone.

Loneliness is ……
Reaching out for open arms to find none there.

Depression is …..
Knowing my best isn’t good enough.

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

说好的幸福呢?? at 7:36 PM

*love this song*

情绪莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

伴你断断续续唱着歌

假装没事了

时间过了走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了倦了我哭了

一开始的不快乐

你用卡片拭写着

有些爱只给到这真的懂了

怎麽了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一叙说着你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

p/s: 5 more days to my b'day, but why am I not feeling happy at all?

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

TAGGED BY MISSVIVI at 12:34 AM

1) Do you think you are hot?

noooooooooo!

2)Upload a favourite picture of yourself.

3) Why do u like the picture?

no reason. (:

4) When is the last time you ate pizza?

a week ago with my classmates

5) The last song you listen to?

说好的幸福呢 - Jay Chou * nice zahhh!* omg.

6) What are you doing right now beside this?

missing my special one

7) What name you prefer besides your name?

huh? er.... Mrs Chan. HAHA!

5 ppl to tagged: ( all tagged by Vivi already, but anything la ;p )

Wendee

Sandy

Vivi

Jen Jen

Sam

8) Who is number 1?

my soulmate (:

9) Number 3 is having a relationship with?

Nick

10) Say something about number 5.

a girl who is busy all the time, lol

11) How abt number 4?

a cute girl with a lovely attitude

12) Who is number 2.

my another soulmate

-the end-

p/s: will update soon, stay tune (:

xoxo,
you know you love me

emo? no. at 10:49 PM

picture explains it all.

I don't like people that act one way in front of some one and a total different way behind their back. URGH

p/s: I HATE DEBATE!!! DAMN THIS SUBJECT :( *sad*

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

another tired day at 10:58 PM

today is just terribly tired to me. It wasn't just a regular tired , I felt exhausted. I don’t know how I manage to get so beat up at the end of the day, but I feel like I am like a soldier who has been out doing a heavy day of traveling and battling -.-

I woke up at 7am because classes were started at 8am. my class ended at 2 30 pm and after that we have an interview with Panasonic as this is part of our assignment.

started our journey at 3pm ++

the lovely driver

& the leader ;p

so called ' camera shy ' HAA!

after-dont-know-how-long, we finally reached thr. ( Panasonic head office )

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after our interview :

* windy-nya ~ *

they were so HAPPY, aren't they? =D

my turn to be photographer (:

cute little ' xiu mai ' and I, first time taking picture with her.

sorry I'm seriously very tired that's why i look so pale. aihs

we saw rainbow too. nice can?

ain't gonna write too much. I'm tired right now. lovesss!

xanmei is signing off ~

trust is hard to gain, but easy to lose.

-the end-

xoxo,
you know you love me

♥ Xanmei
♥ one year older on every 25th October
♥ she loves her baby .
♥ an ordinary girl who is a crazy lover of Rain, Jung Ji Hoon

Wen Dee
Sandy
Vivi
Woan Jen
Samantha
Stanton
Hao Jun
Chun Hien
Diana
May Jin
Nick
Felicia
Mun Mun
Qi Hong
V Sheng