 Monday, March 30, 2009
 hot and cold? at 12:42 PMI'm back from college yo! the class dismissed quite early today * happy* Well, pls ignore my previous emo post. haha! AND thanks to Hui Mei a.k.a crabby( the cute one) for your concern! you always make me smileeeee :D LOL! lets move on to the happier note, last two weeks was my dearest mom's bday! So, mom, baby and I went to Shabu Shabu which located at Puchong for dinner. okayy I know nothing special about it but most importantly is, I PAID! ehe! and this also explains why Im so broke nowadays! but one year once, so I don't mind. I'm a filial daughter OK?  mummyyy!
 candid ;p
 errr... not candid. lol!
 some friends told me we look alike. is it? -.-
 <3>
 thats all for now! I'm so sleepy right now... sighs!
p/s: two more days to go. xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, March 28, 2009
at 3:02 AMp/s: 我一点都不介意有人觉得我所写的东西很无聊，我只是想抒发自己的情绪，有错吗？u can just ignore it, tq! 
现在已经是半夜时候了，我却还坐在电脑前，真的没办法睡着。。
我多数会在夜深人静的时候，想特别多东西。。原来人有烦不完的事。。为什么会这样呢？是上天想给人类的考验吗？ 我此时的心情，就好像跌到了，但是没有勇气及耐心再爬起来了。。 我真的很想让自己那沉重的心放一下假，希望自己每晚都可以安然入睡。。什么都可以暂时放一边。。不过很无奈的，现实生活是很残酷 的。。这样做，别人只会说你懦弱！说你不够成熟。。说你逃避现实。。每天见我嬉皮笑脸的，其实内心深处。。真的有很多连自己都不懂该如何说起的心事！
我很讨厌这样的自己。。.
我很羡慕那些知道自己未来有目标的人，我很替他们开心。。他们永远都不能体会到像我这种人的心情。。。我真的很想知道自己到底以后的路该如何走。。我很想做自己喜欢做的事。。我不想做一些被逼着去做的事。。所以有时我会找自己很多的借口来逃避。其实我每晚都在想自己以后该走的路。我并不是你们想像中那么没用的。
我只是。。停在交叉路口。。不知道该往那儿走才会让自己真正的开心。。
现在才发现，原来自己的华文退步了不少。我从小到大对华文这科付出的心血。。唯一值得让我感到骄傲的华语。。得到现在，也只能到这个程度而已。。
我真的。。。很伤心。。。。。
things would be so much easier if we could change the past.
勇敢了太久
城市充满短暂的烟火 无处躲 照亮了沉默 明白是寂寞 xoxo, you know you love me Monday, March 23, 2009
random at 3:29 PM今天的我，忽然想用华语来写我的blog。这也是我有史以来用华文写blog。 今天的天气真的很炎热，热得脸都晒得红红的，真的很难挨！
不过在回家路上，无意中看见有几个外劳在剪草 我心想，我在车里把冷气调得最高都觉得难受了， 眼睛也有少睁不开，他们还可以在太阳下剪草！ 他们也是人，一定也觉得不好受，对吧？ 或许有些人觉得外劳都是没有受过教育的人，所以应该做这些苦工。。不过，有谁知道，可能他们也不想要这样呢？这只是我忽然的想法而已。。 我今天有点奇怪是吧？我想也是。。。。心情又点奇怪。。 雁楣就此搁笔 ( haha! ;p ) xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, March 15, 2009
Sha Ting & Leon's b'day celebration at 11:52 PM
First of all, today is someone’s bday! The most important person in my life! I wanna wish her
Happy B’day MOM! Stay young forever. HAA! Anyway, going to celebrate with her later.
my connection went down few days ago, I'm seriously too bored so I decided to edit the pictures..just a lil. Hell yea, I dependant on the internet A LOT. sighs!
Sha Ting & Leon's B'day ( 7-3-09)
 Dee & I
Hao Jun & Bi Syen. look gay? haha JK! ;p
of cos, a picture with the b'day girl (:
b'day girl & b'day boy. so sweet~ such a coincidence eh! Don't u envy them? (:
I love bubble tea!!
 ViVi & BS
couple no. 2 !
 just, candid.
Jen Jen !!! my long lost buddy, heh!
after that, Sandy & Chun surprised them with a b'day cake.  can you feel their excitement? lol (:
and the cake tasted nice can? lol.
 my cute bb!
well, I enjoyed the party a lot! especially we're playing games.. lotsa funs I can say. I think that's all for now! toodles. xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, March 8, 2009
I will be at 5:49 PM will update! (: xoxo xoxo, you know you love me |
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