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My name is Chair and I rock.
Seventeen candles on the 28th September '09. I ♥ cocktails, cocaine, and clubbing.

PARAMORE
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confusion at 1:21 AM

love me? love me not?




I expected something. but it ended up...I don't know how to tell...I just don't know how to describe. I've always work on it...I did not sit back and think that it will all work out fine..but I don't think things work out the way i wanted it to. I can't force him to love me. Well it has nothing to do with him, its personal myself and I. I never regret of anything either. I want him to be happy everyday.

I fear. I really afraid the same old things will repeat once again. Acting strong is never easy. ISH I just damn hate myself for getting more and more sensitive. wtf all thanks to my past hurt! no confident, low self-esteem, damnit!! I hate myself being like that. Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again..always pampered by parents.

for me.. I never believe I can be like those fairy tale..what princess can live happily ever after with their prince? fairy tale don't always have a happy ending.


xin fu zhen de bu rong yi!


**menstrual pain..not in the mood


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